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I hate finals. Today, I have become a 'genius' on my biology topics. If I don't do well on that test, I'm going to probably set stuff on fire. I sat in my dining room chair studying in silence for 6 hours until my vision became blurred and my brain was tired(which is why this is such an odd post). Yesterday was my last day in my English class. I don't really get why everyone was crying/sobbing their hearts out but that's probably because I have no emotions. I'm pretty much the definition of apathetic. I also have not been able to sleep lately which explains the fact that I am posting at midnight. I've started going to a massage therapist, and oh my lord it's fabulous. I almost fell asleep there.
 
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I want school to be over now. I can't do it... finals will be the death of me. Can I just stay home and watch Silver Linings Playbook instead? That would be fabulous.

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I have been out of it this whole day. I am still suffering from caffeine withdrawal. I have not used it in about 2 weeks and I am so tired. I honestly didn't miss that much from being sick as i thought so that was pretty nice. I had to run the mile today and that sucked. Tomorrow our school is holding an 'academic academy award show' and I'm being given an award. I should be excited for this, but however I am not. They wouldn't tell me what award I was getting so I will get randomly called up and I feel like I need to prepare. My anxiety will probably kill me waiting. I really don't mind being in crowds if I know it's planned and I have practiced what I'm going to say/do but being called up all of a sudden. No thanks, I'd rather get no award. After that, I have to go do rat dissection- as if. On the upside, for some odd reason people actually liked my english project video and kept telling me all day. Although, I cringe every single time I watch it from the awkwardness. I also found this song I have been looking for like forever(like a month). I heard a snippet of it and have been looking for it since. Then it just showed up in an ad with the band and I flipped. So I'm pretty excited! I'm also getting a massage therapist tomorrow because my back is completely in knots everywhere. I feel like it's going to be nice for like 10 minutes, and then I will get too bored and lose attention.
I'm going to go be a no-lifer and watch The Soup. Ask me questions to give me a semi-life at ask.fm/valeriewashere

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ughughughughugh, i hate being sick. i like to miss school bc then i dont have to deal with peasants but i hate makeup work so much. i missed a presentation, fitness testing, math test, and dissection. i don't really mind missing the dissection but i care about my grade. so much makeup work D':
have a good lana del day.

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I love it and I've loved her since Camp Rock. She's honestly perfect. Her song Fire Starter= adhjgnufgMYLIFEjcdiomdvoimv...
 
Ugh, I'm so unenthusiastic for tomorrow. Not only is it Monday but it's also when I have to present my awkward Romeo and Juliet video. Why can't I be not socially awkward???ughughughhhhh, I wish I was one of those social butterflies but I'm just like an awkward turtle... if only, I had a shell to hide in when people talked to me... Now that would be fabulous. okay bye i'm going to go find something to do but probably not bc i have no life. maybe i can go shopping for friends! where do you buy them.. ebay? yayayaya

My awkward video assignment for Romeo and Juliet remake is up on YouTube. We had to change character names, and write a whole new script but follow the same concept of Act 2, Scene 2. So I became a nerd and she became a cheerleader. So check it out, like, and comment. Oh by the way, that is NOT my real voice and I don't dress like that( I'm supposed to be a guy). That part is an act. The awkwardness of us though.. not an act. The whole point of the video is to make people feel awkward ;) so if you want to see me as a dorky guy... yayayaya go check it.
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It's need to be summer now. I hate school so much. We have to film this Romeo and Juliet video and present it to the class. This one assignment is driving my anxiety/stress level up 1000%... I'm terrified of making a bad joke in it and having people not laugh or having people think it's an awful short movie. It's driving me insane. I also just checked my grades and in PE, I have now been marked down from an A to a B because my teacher gave only 80% credit on my assessment. I don't see how I even got this score as that is one of the sports I actually excel in, and have played for about 8 years of my life. This week is not my week. Not only did I not get casted for the role because I'm not 'edgy' or old enough but I was sick at the beginning of the week and I'm starting to feel not so good again. I have been so tired this week, and all I want do is sleep. I can barely even make it to 10 o'clock. Now that's ridiculous... I usually stay up until 11:30 or later every night. I'm basically a walking and rarely talking zombie. I've also given up on the idea of finding a boyfriend because that's not going to happen. I don't even know what I would even do with one. Ciao.

By the time I was almost arriving at the casting call, it was already a complete and utter madhouse. The line was going from not only the hotel that was hosting the auditions but outside of it on BOTH sides of the streets with THOUSANDS of people with an estimated 5-9 hour wait time. Not to mention, the absolutely terrible traffic we drove in. So I got a call telling me to just send in an audition online because everything was absolutely out of hand and they were shutting down from overcapacity. I was pretty disappointed I didn't actually get to meet the casting directors in person. However, I feel like the online thing is going to go okay. Even if I don't get casted, I will still be in their data base for potential upcoming projects which is good♥✺ maybe in the summer I will do more of this work :)

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So tomorrow, I first have to go on a school tour. Then directly after, I am driving over to a casting call/audition! yayayaya... it's for this small part in a movie! It's the one with Will Ferrell, Anchorman 2! If you haven't seen the 1st one, you really should :) it's an amazing movie.
 
I really don't think I have much of a chance since this sequel has a giaaanttt following and there will probably be like a billion-majillion people trying out too but I suppose it's worth a shot. On the upside, redheads do get casted more ;) I figure even if I don't get casted, it's an experience! I would be more than grateful to be just an extra. I don't even know what I'm supposed to do in this audition so I don't know what to expect and I'm terrified of being totally unprepared or making a fool out of myself. I have seen no script, and have no idea what I'm getting myself into. I also need to find an outfit, and look perfect... I'm excited but totally scared.